Without you, but I have to

- I want thanksgiving break to come right now

- Why cant we all just get along?

- I want you to care

- Dont hide, tell me what youre thinking

- Karma is a bitch

- When do I have to stop trying?

-Is something wrong?

- Something new

- Look at the positives, dont focus on the negatives

- Its all so hard

- I B R E A K

This is Bound to be awhile...

Hey hey hey! Ok so, today i had a pretty interesting day. I woke up at 7 am for my 8 am class and saw that it was raining outside...so i thought this morning "hm, i have no absences in this class and im listening to presentations...yea im not going". I love college haha. NO CLASS when you dont want there to be! When i got up i started getting ready for work at WEIU-TV. Jared, Barbara, and I drove to Champaign to cover a story on the Childrens Museum reopening after two fires started on their roof from another building. It use to be an old theatre and we got VIP access and brought up onto the roof. Crawling through windows and being on an old roof...good thing im not scared of heights and was feeling adventurous, eh?! After we got back to the studio we edited the film and made a package for the news at 5:30 that turned out to be good stuff! Melissa picked me up, i drove her to Haiti connection, and picked up Lauren from her wiffle ball game (or as she likes to call it "wiggle ball"). I heard some very interesting news today about someone from a past relationship that made me just laugh and be happy that i have cut off all connections with that person. Everything really does happen for a reason and i believe that 100%. I seem to have found this new confidence and independace within myself. I had a great weekend...i got to see everyone from back home and went to NIU. Both were a great time, i love my family and friends. I realized that is all i need...are my family and my friends. true friends. people who have my back at all times and would never turn theirs on mine. My friends are people i can truely rely on for anything & everything and i love them for that. I also got some news that ill be hitting the bars this weekend with Mr. Brandon Hurn at U of I which i am super pumped for. Im also excited to come back and have people over saturday and see how everything turns out---Lauren you know what im talking about hahaha ;) ya girl workkkk.

Anyway, Im in the best mood ever right now...even when i know i have to start working on my powerpoint presentation right now. By the by, i have two presentations to do on Thursday woohoo.

PS- John Mayer is pure sex.

"You want love,We'll make it,Swim in a deep sea,Of blankets,Take all your big plans,And break 'em,This is bound to be a while.

Your body is a wonderland,Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands),Your body is a wonderland.

Damn baby,You frustrate me,I know you're mine, all mine, all mineBut you look so good it hurts sometimes."

Halloween

School has been consuming all my free time lately so i apologize for not posting a new blog until now. I hope everyone had a fantastic Halloween because i know i did! Lauren, Jenna, and I drove to U of I the night of Halloween and went to Kellee V's party. By the way, Kellee was def. the best zombie i have ever seen, her costume and make up were pimpin! There were SOOO many people there, at time you couldnt even move through her apartment. I saw some pretty good costumes and some really lame ones. All of us had really good costumes this year though--- Lauren was an 80's aerobic girl, Jenna was a holiday grandma, Steven and Chris were Dumb and Dumber, and I was a flapper. One of the best parts of the night was when Jenna got hit on by some boy (who was dressed in a really stupid costume) and the facial expression she made! Jenna had the best grandma attitude in the beginning of the night. At first the party started slow but then Steven, Chris, Will, Evan, and Joey finally showed up and since they were all there the night started to pick up. I was having a great time and of course i had my party partner (Lauren) by my side the whole entire time. The pictures we depended on Steven taking turned out awesome and another great part of the night was when Georgia and all the Greek boys met up with me at Kellee's! I was extremely happy to see them! *** Fun part about them coming was when i introduced Lauren to Peter Petrop's and shes like oh ya i know about you, ur Rhea's junior high crush...COOL CALL ME OUT. hahaha no but for real i didnt care because i think everyone in the world knew about that, im a very open person...no reason to be embarassed. And Lauren also fell in love Halloween night with my friend Taso. hahahaha good times good times.*** Anyway getting back on track...Steven, Chris, Jenna, and I decided to go back home at 5:00 am instead of sleeping on the floor. I must say that was a really good choice we made because nothing was better than an entertaining car ride and coming home to sleep in the comfort of ur own bed. The next morning us four went out to breakfast and came home to relax before the boys left. Lauren came back for about a half hr and went back to u of i for the night. Jenna and i had a fabulous chinese food take-out dinner and we were both set on not going out. That went down the drain because Jenna went to the movies with her daaaance friends and i ended up going out with samantha jones! it was so good to see all those girls and boys! I love them! I was super tired though and decided to call it a night instead of going to the 2nd party with everyone else. Luckily I had a good sober friend named Tony Recchia to drive me home last night! I stayed up for awhile with Jenna and the girls but I was exhausted so I went to bed. Sadly, its sunday...which means tomorrow is monday and a whole new week of school is coming up. The only thing i get to look forward to now is going home on Friday for a fun weekend.

Random Fact: These past two nights i have had dreams about my ex-crushes....hmmm really wierd!!!!

Quote of the Day:

" Dont worry about the little things because everything is a little thing "